I was quite literally terrified. I was so afraid to let anyone in... but you calmed my nerves. You made it seem so easy and painless. I was happy again. Really, truly giddy. But now I feel so alone. Life is gray all over again. Is this all my fault? What did I possibly do wrong? I'm above begging at this point. I'm won't force anyone to stay with me if they no longer want me. I just wonder why and how this happened. Why put so much effort just to let it fall apart in months? And was I wrong to trust you? Was I wrong to shake off the walls I had put up?
-C.M. xx
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