Hello. So, it's been brought to my attention that my blog titles are sometimes... alarming. I'm going to give this disclaimer. If you know something about me, it ought to be that I'm a bit of an audiophile and all around music lover. Good lyrics are one of the things I like most about life and living. I like certain lyrics so much that I often want to incorporate them into my living so, I've done this by using some of my favorite lyrics as my blog titles. So if you read anything like, "The truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt," it's not because I actually agree with this sentiment, it's because it's one of the most horribly fantastic Taking Back Sunday lyrics and I wanted to use it in something. All clear? Perfect.
So, my hormones are putting me through the wringer. You thought I was a shoddy mess before? You ought to see me spontaneously cry over a cute puppy video. Seriously, it's one of the most pathetic things I've done. Being jilted and overly-estrogenized is truly a horrible thing. If you're picking up on my morbid humor, go buy yourself something nice. You deserve it.
All jokes aside, it has been hard, as it has been for over a month. I miss him more than I can bear... Of course, I use humor to cover it all up. No one can laugh at you if you starting laughing at yourself first, right? Then they'd be laughing with you and what fools that'd make them.
To get off that angsty subject, why don't I show you a picture of my hair.
True to form, I managed to fuck it up a bit. It's still brown in some spots and not horridly black like I wanted it. Actually, it's not really that blue anymore. Wah. I still like it though. I love how my hair is all one uniform color again. What do you think?
Alright, I think I've bored you all enough. If you'd like to be nice and leave me comments that'd certainly be something I'd approve of. Let's banter.
Today was a bit of a hard day. Emotions abound. Was feeling really bitter, then really hurt. For now I've just buried my feelings so that I can function. I try not to think so much but memories are everywhere. Being on the verge of tears during everyday life is no way to live but I can't help but wonder "Why me?" every now and then.
Aside from all that ugliness that's become a common obstacle for me my day wasn't completely horrible. I've dyed my hair blue black. I shall post pictures when I can. To be honest, I wasn't expecting the chemical smell to be so strong. Seriously, I feel like my nose is going to bleed at any second. Until next time.
Another sleepless night, another silly blog. Anyway, so look what I ate for dinner...
It's a red velvet cupcake. Set me back four big ones but honestly, it was worth it. Eating my feelings has never tasted so good. I got it from this place called...
Dimples. Their cupcakes are really pretty good. I wouldn't say that they're the best that I've tried, but they're a super close second in the area. I plan on doing a more extensive review once I'm not lazy.
So, I've mentioned how I'm kind of on the fence about dyeing my hair pink. I've been doing some research and stuff. I've found a few pictures of pink hair that I like. Here's a couple.
Isn't just gorgeous? I think this is a picture of a bride on her wedding day. I love the hairstyle and the color.
I'm considering this style as well since I'm not too sure if I wanna go balls deep in pink. Wait, that sounded totally inappropriate...
Anyway, I've got a few more pictures of pink hair I'd like to post but I shall save them for another time. Now, I shall play "At Seventeen" on repeat and dream about cherry Coke.
